Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Unit 9 Final Project

Here is my final project. This class and this assignment was amazing to as it showed me the areas I really need improvement it.
Introduction

            For the health and wellness professional, it is of vital importance to be a well-rounded person. This includes being healthy not only physically, but also psychologically and spiritually. People look to these professionals for guidance and to help get their lives on the right track. How can a wellness professional follow through on this with a client if they cannot do it for themselves? Because of this, the wellness professional should stay focused on maintaining and improving their own levels of health in order to help other achieve their goals.

            In order to reach the goals that I have set for myself, I feel I need to improve more in the area of psychological health. Despite being spiritually and physically healthy, I feel that I allow stress to get to me and at times control my level of psychological functioning. This is an area that needs constant focus and attention in order for me to become better than what I am now.

Assessment

            In order to asses my levels of physical, spiritual, and psychological health, I decided to look back to where I was three years ago. From there I will be able to see how far I have come in some areas and areas that I should improve in. In the physical category, I believe I have done very well. In the last three years I have started exercising every day and changed the things I put in my body. When I was younger I tended to treat my body as an amusement park and as I have gotten older, I have seen the error in that way of living. The results have been good to see and make me feel that with each day that goes by, I only get healthier physically.

           


            In the area of spiritual health, I still have much room for improvement. In the last three years I have started practicing religion again after straying from it for many years. The level of peace it has given me has been astounding as well as the sense of spiritual purpose in my life. However, with that being said, when it comes to this aspect, I feel like I can always do more every day to improve. While I am nowhere near where I was three years ago, I still am making strides every day to seek the highest level of spiritual health.

            Perhaps my biggest weakness out of all three forms of health is my psychological health. As a child growing up I never let stress and anxiety get to me and was usually quite happy. That changed when I deployed to Ramadi, Iraq in 2005 as an Army infantryman. When I came back my threshold for stress was low and with the next deployment it only got worse. After hitting a breaking point in 2008, I decided to start getting help. While I have made great strides in controlling my post-traumatic stress disorder, it still pops up quite regularly and is hard to control. The anxiety at times makes it difficult to do anything and the thoughts will keep me awake at night. However, despite all this, I am still going forward and will continue to do so. I may never be able to control every thought that occurs, but I will continue working on how to handle it when it comes.

Goal Development

            For my physical health, I have made goals for myself for a few years. It may be to add a few pounds of extra muscle or add a few pounds to a certain lift but regardless the goals are there. The goal that I have set for this project is to go ahead and compete in my first bodybuilding competition. The thing that has drawn me into natural bodybuilding is that it is a quest for physical perfection,  without putting chemicals in your body. After all, what good is looking great physically if you are unhealthy on the inside. With natural bodybuilding, the focus is more on physical perfection while taking care of your body.

            For my spiritual health, I would like to read my Bible more. I read it on a pretty regular basis now, but I feel that more of my time should be spent doing so. In order to make this goal a reality, I plan to start dedicating a 30 minute window in the morning to sitting down and reading and understanding the Bible. Taking this step will help me greatly improve my level of spiritual health and keep me going on the right path.

            In order to continue making gains for my psychological health, I will continue focusing on the future and trying not to dwell on the past. Every day I get better at this but there is still a lot of work to do. A great goal for this area would be to eventually be able to sit down and watch a documentary about the Iraq war. It may seem minor but since returning home, I have had a hard time with this. In my eyes, it would not only be a small victory, but may also offer some closure.

Practices for Personal Health

            For my physical health, two things I would like to implement would be doing more cardiovascular exercise, and tune up my diet a little more. I exercise 5 days a week but it is mostly weight training. In order to improve my overall health, I will need to put in time making my heart stronger as well. Another way to improve my level of physical health is to tune up my diet a bit more. Right now I eat pretty healthy but I think it would benefit me greatly to take some carbohydrates out of my diet. By doing these two things my level of physical health will only improve.

            For my spiritual health, I would like to improve by finding a Bible study to become part of and read more books on spiritual and religious guidance. In order to find a Bible study I will ask a few friends who are part of them and see if it is possible to join them once a week for this. I believe my spiritual health will improve by being able to be around others who have good levels of spiritual health and to be able to learn from them.

            In order to improve my level of psychological health, I will implement the practice of guided meditation and will talk more and stop bottling things up. The guided meditation will help me control my levels of stress and help me learn to control my own mind. Talking to people about things will help me unload some of the burdens that I currently have.

Commitment

            In order to measure progress and also maintain my changes for the long term, I plan to make a goal sheet with a checklist for each week. At the end of each week, I can look at this sheet and decide whether I feel I have accomplished each goal. At six months I will be able to look at where I am then and where I was when I started and judge my progress. In order to maintain this for the long term, I will simply keep doing it until it becomes a habit. By making these changes part of my daily life, it is less likely to be forgotten about or neglected and therefor will be accomplished.


Reference:

Dacher, E. S. (2006). Integral Health: the Path to Human Flourishing

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Unit 8 Reflection

   I firmly believe that in order to have mental and spiritual fitness, you must have a good understanding of meditation and visualization. the reason for this is because without these practices, you have not started getting your mind to the point of having control over stress and bad thoughts. Until you can gain this control, you are not going to achieve the higher level of mental and spiritual fitness. 
 Looking back at the past 8 weeks of this class I can see many different changes that have been made in my life from what I have learned. The biggest of these changes is the ability to find a peace inside that allows me to control my stress and better control the alpha rhythms in my brain. For years I have struggled with controlling stress with little sucess. Instead of doctors teaching these practices to me, they simply tried medication and more medication. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder can not be solved with medications. You are simply hiding it under levels of drugs. Since I have started meditation, I feel like I finally have more control over the thoughts and anxiety.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Unit 6

   After reading the lessons from Unit 6, I decided it was a good time for an assessment of where I am at in terms of mindful existence. Today was a good day to do it, as it marked the 6 year anniversary of the worst day I experienced in my 2005-2006 Iraq deployment. I thought it would interesting to see how my mind has changed since then and how I am doing in learning to live a more meaningful existence. The biggest thing that I noticed, was that it seems to take a lot to get to me now. I think one reason is because no day since coming home has been as bad as they were over there. After getting out of the infantry, I feel like I now use my dedication and discipline to help others as a personal trainer. In my mind, this is a meaningful existence.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Comparing Loving-Kindness to Subtle Mind exercises

   I found that while both were relaxing, loving-kindness seemed more effective. With each breath, you inhaled the problems of a loved on metaphorically, allowed it to disperse, and then as you exhaled, you breath out peace and tranquility. I found this to work better for me as I felt that by letting it dissolve you feel as if you have done something about controlling it.
   In contrast, with the subtle mind exercises, you breath in a set amount of breaths, and exhale, allowing yourself to find relaxation and peace, but did not focus on letting the problems dissolve in your heart. I feel like this takes away from much of the mind-body connection I feel with the loving-kindness exercise.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Experiences with Loving-Kindness

   My experiences with loving-kindness were quite nice. I found that it helped relax my mind and put it in a relaxed state that made it more possible for me to unwind. Normally my days are long and stressful and this experience helped me to set my stress to the side and get my mind where it should be.
   I would strongly encourage other to use this for one simple reason. No what your life is like, we all need to unwind from time to time. This will help and center you, allowing you to be the person you were meant to be!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Reflections

   For the Unit 3 blog, I am going to reflect on myself physically, psychologically, and spiritually.

   Physically I feel that I am at the best level I have ever been at. I hit the weights 5 days a week, eat healthy and have kicked most of my bad habits. However, I will never give myself a rating of 10 because I think that none of us will ever be a 10. All we can do is keep striving for perfection. If any of us ever obtained it, then what would we do? The journey is the fun part.

   Psychologically, I would give myself about a 6. However, that is much further than I was a few years ago. I served in Iraq and Afghanistan as an infantryman in the 101st Airborne Division and in 2008, started suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Fortunately, the years have been kind to me and have allowed me to come to grips with many things and begin feeling better every day.

   Spiritually, I would like to think I am about a 7. I read my Bible daily, pray often and many times rely on my faith to help me through things. While none of us will ever all agree on the same religion, we can all agree that it is nice to have a religion to practice.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Welcome

   Welcome to my Creating Wellness blog. I look forward to posting here and seeing the feedback others have to offer. This week I will post on my experiences on the Journey of Relaxation Exercises.
   Relaxation exercises are an important aspect in every persons life. I have been using them since roughly 2008 at the recommendation of a mental health professional. One technique that has given me the best results is to slowly count down from 10. After this step has been completed, I look around the room and count 10 objects that I see and describe them to myself. The object of this is to take your mind off the stressor you are dealing with. This effectively helped me deal with the stress of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after returning from my last deployment. I hope you all have the same great benefits as I did.